i realized that i haven't made anything in about 3 months. this obviously includes stuff that i made for college.
i want to make more stuff, but i haven't found the time or energy to be able to do so. and whenever i do have the time i either become unmotivated or something happens in life, usually work, and so i end up not being able to do it.
however, i still think that i am completely responsible for this. i would most likely be a much more talented person if i tried new ideas and stepped outside of my comfort zone more. however, i haven't, so i end up here, complaining on a public forum about how i haven't made anything in 3 months, and everything i have made is a variation of the same thing...